I decided to separate my teaching stuff from my "personal" blog.
I am a 2nd year teacher. I have been in my school for 3 years. My first year I completed my student teaching internship. In May of that year, I was hired as a first grade teacher. I completed my student teaching internship in the classroom that I have now.
I teach in an urban school district. I have 17 wonderful scholars this year.
Last year, my first year, was the worst year of my life. I only exaggerate slightly when I say I cried my ENTIRE first semester of teaching. I definitely did not have tough skin to handle what was thrown at me.
I had a really good student teaching experience and worked with a fantastic cooperating/mentor teacher. I inherited her classroom as she moved to Special Education.
I definitely entered my first year very excited and ready to go. Unfortunately, I did not prepare enough. I got beat up! I have no idea how I made it through the year. I look back on it as a complete failure. Yes, I learned a lot, but I hated the entire year. I dreaded going every day. I had quite a few kids who were more of a challenge that I could handle.
If it wasn't for my mentors I wouldn't have made it. They held me up when I started to fall. They gave me strategies that worked and gave me loads of encouragement.
I was so thankful to make it through that year.
This year has been a 180 of last year. For that, I am extremely thankful. I have been able to improve my teaching strategies while already having a handle on the management piece. I have a great team to work with this year.
I love First grade.
I hope that this blog will be a documentation of my teaching journey...hopefully full of laughter, learning and love.
I am in my first year teaching and the beginning of the year was the exact same for me! I had a mental break down in November and told my principal that I couldn't do it anymore! She was really supportive and told me to stick it out two more weeks and then let her know if I really wanted to quit. I'm glad that she did because I honestly love my job and can't see myself doing anything else!
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